Grief comes in its own time for everyone, in its own way. So the best we can do, the best anyone can do is try for honesty. The really crappy thing, the very worst part of grief is that you can’t control it. The best we can do is try to let ourselves feel it when it comes. And let it go when we can. The very worst part is that the minute you think you’re past it, it starts all over again. And always, everytime, it takes your breath away.
- Grey’s Anatomy
Early this morning, I’ve noticed that I’ve been wanting to say a lot about different things. I wanna write, I wanna blog. Unfortunately for me, every time I start typing, there is that voice inside me that just wants to keep these thoughts to myself. For a lot of reasons… for the fear of getting judged, misunderstood, misquoted and a lot more things.
Let’s talk about fear. I probably just met one of the more coward people I know in my entire life. She has probably came up with thousands of reasons why she wouldn’t be able to do what she needs to do, instead of even trying to do what she needed to do in order to make things right. It does take a great amount of courage to leave the person that you love, if that person doesn’t even have the balls to stand up for you. If there is one thing that I’ve realized in this entire saga of non-stop break ups and make ups, is this - both as to want it bad enough to stick it out and make it really work. And that even though we need words to assure us that we are loved or that we love those who we love, it needs to be backed up with actions.
I just got back 100% to work, last week I was ill and realized how I should be more careful of what I take in. It’s a shame that all my other friends were going out and drinking, celebrating the return of my good friend Tipay, while I’m stuck with water or gatorade.
I just got my first set of business cards! It’s slowly sinking in, months before I turn a year in this job that I couldn’t be more grateful of where I am right now. I’m happy, happy that I get to learn from the best.
I hope you guys are enjoying my food posts slash quick food reviews. I miss blogging about new restaurants in the city. Oh, wait… my toppokkiman article is out. I hope you guys can check it out at ZeroThreeTwo.com
I gotta go. byers