3:12AM and I’m listening to Adele songs, tweeting a couple of lines from her songs cause I’m bored and I feel like gaaahh. Came from the beach early but didn’t swim, wanted to though but I don’t know what happened, we just stayed at our table and drank. I think I have become a boring person, no longer as jamming as I used to be. I’ve notice that I’ve been a lot more quiet than I was. Whats wrong with me? Ionno.
Adele is my new Alicia Keys… you know how Alicia Key’s lyrics are very well written, full of emotions and so real.
My minds blank but I just want to write something, wait maybe I have something in my mind although I’m not sure if its appropriate to share.
Guess I feel a bit sad because of listening too much to Adele songs - some of my favorites are quite depressing. haha
Guess will hit the sack in a bit, try to sleep. not that I have something to do tomorrow. It’s almost may, 1 more month of being this way and I’m back to school, which I am a bit excited about because I’m getting tired of waking up early and end up not doing anything throughout the day but just go online. Nothing is interesting online anymore… well except for twitter. haha
Damn, I’m so hooked with twitter, felt so incomplete earlier because my data plan expired and I couldn’t access my twitter. naaaks.
And if you’ve been texting my sun, It been off for 2 days now because I’m to lazy to charge my phone. haha
There is definitely wrong with me the past few days. Yesterday I spent most of the day sleeping, an hour after waking up from a nap, I feel sleepy. I don’t think that’s normal and I feel a bit worried that I always feel the urge to sleep. I’m getting a bit bored in the house, nothing is interesting online and what sucks the more is nothing to ever look forward too. So much for finding myself during the break. Is it still possible to enroll for summer classes considering that after a month and a half its going to be june already.
Ugh. What is up with today, I feel so out of my element or atleast being in a state of feeling joyful. Can’t help but feeling sad or frustrated about something that I can’t seem to figure out. Shucks must be my pms or wait no longer pms, its maybe because of my period. That feeling that you just want to grab something and throw it at someone or throw it at a target.
I’m taking a shower, hopefully this goes away. Oh god, too much negative vibes in my system right now, I effn hate it!