“I’ve had to say goodbye more times than I would’ve liked. But, everyone can say that. And no matter how many times we do it, even when it’s for the greater good..it still stinks. And though we’ll never forget what we’ve given up, we owe to ourselves to keep moving forward. What we can’t do is living our lives always afraid for the next goodbye. Because, chances are..they’re not going to stop. The trick is to recognize when a goodbye can be a good thing; when it’s a chance to start again.”—
My Korean friend Eunbee made me listen to this song with her multipurpose dictionary. I already have several covers and differently arranged versions B.O.B’s Nothing on You in my PC, this is an addition. Yes, i like the song very much makes me wanna have faith in guys. haha Listen!
OMG. I feel like my head is going to burst! I must inhaled too much of my own mucous that it’s starting to make me feel like I just sniffed up too much solvent; not that I have tried but I assume it would feel that way. See, now I’m starting to speak in random, where my thoughts start to fire up it’s engine and my senses can’t catch up. Alright, so after weeks of getting soaked in the rain, I finally got the flu last night. I was sneezing like wicked, snorting snot and my vision starting to wobble; I could hear my muscles cry of fatigue and my itchy throat helping me in my campaign of slimming down because I could barely taste the adobo that I cooked for dinner last night. I knew I had to sleep early but I couldn’t resist watching my midnight guilty pleasure -Juicy. Now that their blind item section is starting to get attention, I’m quite disappointed that they had to bleep the audio whenever the hosts say the names out loud plus they don’t give out vivid descriptions of the celebrities involved in the blind items like they used to. But watching them laugh makes me laugh and thats more important. Wow, it’s been a long time since I created a blog post about my personal happening; maybe because I barely have time to waste on the net. See I’m trying to set my priorities now and my priority is school -adjusting, coping, learning, building relationships and achieving in school. I have decided to channel all my energy to more productive things rather than waste it all on mending a broken heart or dealing with boy-problems that never seem to go away. So far, school has been a great help, I get so preoccupied with school work that I barely noticed that the girl has made amends with the boy-that-I-can’t-seem-to-get-out-of-my-system. Can someone sucker punch me now? Damn, I can feel my body warm up and my consciousness starting to space out. I am high. rriiighhhhttt!
So yesterday was the audition of the Biggest Loser: Philippines, I missed it again, not in purpose though. It totally escaped my mind, thought it was today, so I guess destiny has spoken graduating college is more important than getting into that show. I’ve always believed in the saying, there is always a reason for everything and that things turn out the way they turn out because it’s always for the best.
Imma end here, I can no longer stand the throbbing pain in my head. X0
But before that I might catch the opening of the new ABSCBN noontime show -Pilipinas Win na Win. Check if it can topple the legendary Eat Bulaga plus I’m a fan of the Mariel-Robin loveteam. Yes, I’m a sucker for Philippine showbiz.
“Trying to change someone is a waste of time. The very thought of changing someone is saying that they are not good enough as they are, and it is soaked with judgment and disapproval. That’s not a thought of appreciation or love, and those thoughts will only bring separation between you and that person.You must look for the good in people to have more of it appear. As you look only for the good things in a person, you’ll be amazed at what your new focus reveals.”—The Secret
There are people out there who will love and accept you for who you are without even wanting to change every bit of you; and I tell you, this is true. I’ve seen the worse kind of people being loved genuinely overtime. It’s part luck but a big part of it is timing and prayer. Remember, real change comes when unnoticed. You don’t need a partner to tell you to be this and that way, a good partner lets you grow in your own pace, in your own time. Remember love is such a powerful force, it can create miracles. You don’t put a ultimatum, like change so things will work, it doesn’t work that way. Making things work would require trials, patience, freedom and time - it doesn’t happen overnight or over a few months of dating. If your feelings are genuine, what is the rush? Not unless you have a different agenda.
You want a serious relationship? You gotta set a sturdy foundation, a solid rock that doesn’t go rocky when things get ugly or when the situation doesn’t go your way.
Yes, some say love is blind cause it will surpass everything negative and will only see what is good and great about that person - and that is love, investing on what is good than what is rotten. Sometimes, you have to embrace even the wrong side of the person because that is who that person is. No one is perfect, not even you.. what makes you think you have all the right to change someone to what seems to be convenient in your part? Remember, YOU CAN’T GIVE WHAT YOU DON’T HAVE.
So what can you do? Pray and wish for the best for the other person; be the best example, by showing that person your kindness and genuine intentions, you don’t need to choke your partner to carry out the attitude that you would prefer, your partner’s love for you will create a way for that person to alter and compromise. When you understand all of these, you will be amazed. When you stop controlling people, you will realize how happier you and your relationships will be.
Americans Martin and Gracia live as missionaries in the Philippines for 15 years with their three children. For their anniversary, the couple book the trip of a lifetime to Dos Palmas resort a vacation turn nightmare when militants kidnap them from their hotel room. Martin, Gracia and 18 other hostages are captured by the Islamic extremist group Abu Sayyaf. For months, the hostages are forced to hike through the thick jungle with little food. During 200 days in captivity, most of the hostages are freed for ransom money or escape, but three are beheaded. The terrorists continue to hold Martin and Gracia for over a year, demanding $1 million for their release. After a gun battle with the Philippine army, Martin is killed, while Gracia escapes. She reunites with her children and returns two years later to testify against the surviving captors.
If ever you get the chance to watch it on NATGEO or download it on iTunes, you gotta watch this ep. An eye opener. The film was done so well.
I see the light, oh what a light And I am sober All that you served to me No longer will I drink it in I took the time to think it over I see the you that I never knew Now it’s finally sinking in I am sober
“Some women choose to follow men, and some women choose to follow their dreams. If you’re wondering which way to go, remember that your career will never wake up and tell you that it doesn’t love you anymore”—Lady Gaga
Whats somebody like you doing in a place like this? =)
Timbaland feat Katy Perry - If we ever meet again
I love it every time I meet a person and he gets my attention, there is that beautiful kilig factor that I can’t understand. That feeling when you wanna know more about that person, then you converse a little and then leave him something that would keep him thinking about you the whole night and hopefully till the coming days.