Almost everyone here in tumblr is creating their look back 2010 blog, well since I have about 8 minutes till this episode of Life Unexpected finishes downloading I might as well make my looking back at 2010 photo blog. BTW, So much has happen to me this year and I might be able to post all of the photos but yeah you all need not know about it anyway. haha
“All our fights and lies made us stronger. Thats where you can tell if its real love. no matter what happens, you make it through together. Each person has insecurities and character flaws that they have to get past, and it’s a decision to grow together and reach a place of understanding and acceptance or grow apart and go separate ways. It’s a test of how strong your love is for that person. You either give up or hold on for dear life.”—Edyl Patrick Victoria (via quote-book)
“The brain may take advice, but not the heart, and love, having no geography, knows no boundaries: weigh and sink it deep, no matter, it will rise and find the surface: and why not? any love is natural and beautiful that lies within a person’s nature; only hypocrites would hold a man responsible for what he loves, emotional illiterates and those of righteous envy, who, in their agitated concern, mistake so frequently the arrow pointing to heaven for the one that leads to hell.”— Truman Capote (via mlq3)
6537.) I love being there for people. Being that person that everyone can go to, can depend upon, can vent to. But what happens when I need someone to talk to? Who can I talk to about my problems when everyone is so busy talking to me about theirs?
“I didn’t break up the Beatles. The Beatles were a group made up of four very complex men, and my small hand could not have broken these men up. They broke up because they had reached an end, but in doing so they all also created new wonderful beginnings.
…For many years I was hated by the whole world. When I met John, I was blamed for breaking up the Beatles, I was blamed for ruining John and I was painted as a dragon. I had to deal with that. John had to deal with that. I could have turned and ran, but that was never an option. People didn’t speak to me or they were just rude to my face. It did hurt and it was tough, but I always kept my focus on the bigger picture. Every day I told myself I was a lucky person because I’d met the man I loved, I wasn’t starving, I wasn’t ill, there was no bomb in my house. I just had to get through it, and it was a great learning curve, because I had to find my own strength inside of me, inside of the two of us.”—YOKO ONO, in an interview with the Daily Mail, in which she also says John Lennon would love the Internet, Twitter, Facebook and Lady Gaga.
I remember when I was working for an online reservation company, I’d call up American Airlines or was it Delta Airlines (I forget and doesn’t really matter) and this was their “hold song” (you know the song that you hear when you’re place on hold). Anyway, I know we all do hate to wait (especially when we have other customers waiting for us on the other line when their flights are cancelled because of snow storms etc) but whenever this song plays, I don’t mind waiting at all, in fact I enjoy every minute of it and singing the song in my head (or sometimes a bit loud for my seat-mates to hear). This is such a feel good song, I don’t know why, but it makes me wanna jump and just dance around like I’m on weed or something.
So anyway, just so random. Don’t you just love the 90’s music?
Ohh yeah, after I posted that I need 1 more to get the 100 followers mark, I just checked my account and 2 people followed my tumblr! WOOoot wooot. Auhmazing! haha Thanks you guys! =D
“If you are kind people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives; be kind anyway. If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies; succeed anyway. If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you; be honest and frank anyway. What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight; build anyway.”—Mother Teresa (via lifeinsideout)
Just finished watching Room in Rome and it’s beautiful! It’s a lesbian themed film and most of the scenes the actresses were naked, making love or being sensual but its more than just that, the plot was amazing. This movie is directed and written by a guy which is quite ironic and awesome at the same time. The movie was tastefully done and there were scenes that blew me away because it was so artsy and poetic.
So don’t be fooled the sensual scenes, you have to watch it. Here’s a trailer of the movie.
Merry Christmas to everyone here on tumblr! I just wanna say how happier this year’s christmas is, why? because I think for the first time, in a very long time, I have appreciated the fact that this day is more than just the presents, its actually the presence of good and loving people in my life. I always thought that christmas day was only for those who have complete families, those that have bright, tall and colorful christmas trees and those who can serve a bountiful noche buena in beautiful plates and utensils but now that I’m quite old, I’ve learned that christmas is all about the people that have made the whole year good for you. For the people who choose to stay in your life when there were those who came in and went out during the rest of the year. A time to give thanks and appreciate the little blessings that you have experienced throughout the year. It’s giving back and greeting the important day of every christian’s life (the birth of jesus christ) and for those who aren’t christians and who don’t celebrate christmas.. it’s the time to be merry, happy and be with family and friends. Merry Christmas guys. I’m glad that I’m no longer the grinch as i was before.
P.S. Thank you also for some of my friends who were really thoughtful enough to give me something this christmas. Anther for the earrings (I have a feeling it’s a good day earring, cause everytime I wear the earring something nice happens to me, even if the day was just so shitty in the beginning) and the card. I know you hate mush and you don’t really write and I appreciate that you still gave me one. love you pare! Dynee, my Masscom manita, for taking the time to look for the General Luna CD that I wanted, I know how hard it is to look for their CD around cebu record bars. Thank you for taking the time to have the charger checked if it was really working but really, it was my battery that needed to be changed. The effort is super appreciated! Caryle for the General Luna CD. I heard it’s super hard to find and I know how you hate to walk around the mall especially when it’s full of people. The effort, again, is something that I super appreciate. It’s been soo long since I’ve bought something from the record bar and if only it was sold in cebu, I could have gotten it for myself. I’m still hoping for ryan’s kilikili hair though. hahaha oh and to Mich, General Luna’s road Manager for trusting me with her photos of the girl’s gigs. You have no idea how massive this is! I’m having this visual orgasm with matching heart palpitations.Yes, I know it’s ridiculous, I’m such a fan girl -shameless! I’m in NIRVANA! thats it. haha
Being there with my friends and family, I realize that this whole thing, it’s not about choosing Stamie or mom, it’s choosing me. You know? That was the moment where I had to realize I had to choose me.
“Love is a temporary madness, it erupts like volcanoes and then subsides. And when it subsides, you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion, it is not the desire to mate every second minute of the day, it is not lying awake at night imagining that he is kissing every cranny of your body. No, don’t blush, I am telling you some truths. That is just being “in love”, which any fool can do. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident.”— Louis de Bernières (via mlq3)
“Rape culture is telling girls and women to be careful about what you wear, how you wear it, how you carry yourself, where you walk, when you walk there, with whom you walk, whom you trust, what you do, where you do it, with whom you do it, what you drink, how much you drink, whether you make eye contact, if you’re alone, if you’re with a stranger, if you’re in a group, if you’re in a group of strangers, if it’s dark, if the area is unfamiliar, if you’re carrying something, how you carry it, what kind of shoes you’re wearing in case you have to run, what kind of purse you carry, what jewelry you wear, what time it is, what street it is, what environment it is, how many people you sleep with, what kind of people you sleep with, who your friends are, to whom you give your number, who’s around when the delivery guy comes, to get an apartment where you can see who’s at the door before they can see you, to check before you open the door to the delivery guy, to own a dog or a dog-sound-making machine, to get a roommate, to take self-defense, to always be alert always pay attention always watch your back always be aware of your surroundings and never let your guard down for a moment lest you be sexually assaulted and if you are and didn’t follow all the rules it’s your fault.”—
6405.) We make all sorts of decisions and choices everyday and we end up doing things; some we wish we had never done, some we wish we could relieve over and over again. But all of these make us who we are. If we were to reverse any of them we wouldn’t be who we are now so just live, make mistakes, learn from them and never doubt who you are, where you’ve been or where you’re going.
6401.) I love all those crazy, drunk, fucked up people, they seem so free... It looks like they can do whatever they want. I wish I could be like them. Use drugs whenever I want, have vodka for breakfast... But in real life, if you do all this, you end up poor, living on the streets, sick, and alone.
My korean friend, Julia, painted my nails with black and pink leopard inspired prints in orange background. Because she forgot to bring toothpick, the design (if you look upclose) is a bit messy but from a far it look cute! =D She promised to redo my nails tomorrow.
The group walked to Fuente Circle after practice to check out the stage for our December 23 performance. It’s nerve wreaking thinking that we aren’t that prepared yet and its less than 4 days till performance.
After practice, honey and I went to SM to shop and look around. We got tutti frutti yogurt because we passed by the store and the store interiors was so inviting. I got a mix of blueberry, red velvet and banana apple flavored yogurt while hanzy got coffee and blueberry ones. They didn’t have a variety of toppings but their strawberries and cherries were fresh. I topped mine with blueberry syrup, strawberries, cherries, white chocolate, almonds, strawberry syrup and coffee coating (cause i thought it was caramel). My mix was pretty good, spent 145 for a good amount of yogurt. They price their yogurts pero oz. I enjoyed eating my yogurt with honey, we event wanted some more but we decided to save our money for something else. Next stop was etude house, I’ve been wanting to get a ultra red lipstick for months now but never had the time to drop by a mall to look for one. The red lipsticks are available aren’t the shade that I like. I wanted the red lipstick I once bought years back, it was really red, matte and was stay long, most of the lipsticks available are glossy or with glitters. So we ended up buying nail polish, hanzy got one for her mom and I got one for Julia because she has always been nice to me plus she got me earrings from korea when she went home for the sembreak. We window shopped and afterwards ended up eating at bigbys. We had the spinach-cheese dip, chicken in a basket and carbonara with grilled chicken. BURRRPPP.. we ate a lot and had fun talking about random stuff.
Then off we went to people are people and guess who I bumped into? RV with Peach. Twas nice seeing them after so long.
I was itching to buy this really unique earrings over at just G but had to resist the urge because i just spent a lot on dinner. So yeah maybe next time. Twas amazing that there weren’t a lot of people in SM today, I could have died if the mall was swarmed with busy shoppers.
Ahhh its less than 6 days till christmas and I’m starting to feel it, so far its been great and I’m happy that I’m not so grinch about christmas anymore. I’m happy for people who have found new loves in their life and I’ve realized how peaceful I am with where I am now. Although I might not have all my material wishes this christmas, I’m just grateful that my 2010 was quite a ride - one awesome ride.
So I can’t wait till next year. Merry Christmas everyone! =)
You know that feeling when you just keep on running around the same circle and the spin takes you to a whole different feeling of high but at the same time it screws your head up until that unexplainable feeling takes over your body and at some point your body starts to weaken, shut down and all you can do is just vomit it all out?